from 12 november 2007

There is much that one can say
There is much that's best unsaid
And my mind begins to fray
My soul feels left for dead

But of course I know the truth
And I know that You can save
Still I remain quite confused
I wonder if it's worth the pain

After all the lights have dimmed
And I am alone with You
I realize You've erased my sin
You want me to be made new

Awkward, uneasy and afraid
Being alive is a shock to the soul
You tell me that I can be brave
It will all be better when I am whole